"Will be fuckin bitches on the roof"

i love unwritten law i think there my all time favorite band..

its heating up, work is pickin up, life is moving, and still my mind is wrapped around one girl.
i wake up in the morning wishing id have a missed call from her or a txt message. something? facebook myspace. i know i didnt do anything wrong... maybe i did. maybe i should have gone the only reason i didnt is really cuz i dont wanna move and be in debt and have to bear the burden of trying to find a new job and this and that no money, no bueno. cant have that. sad.


my fingers are orangish, turns out the spray at carrie's work is semi permenent hence the half tan neck and orange hand... who woulda thought, not us....

June 1st i move into my new place with josh and maybe pucket... ethier way its gonna be fun, funny... who allowed this

god clearly didnt think this out

lets see 3 very attractive guys that love to party and can pull all the ass they want until there content in one house, Josh and I were drinking at his chicks pad this weekend he was drunk when he exclaimed "will be fuckin bitches on the roof and shit"
infront of her i think she chose to ignore it

all in all im great its hot sunny i just wish she would say something to me... whata bitch

my brain feels cold
I'm high
my heart feels numb
she left
she was like a good cape she made me invincible, my suit of armor she protected me cared for me kept me safe
i felt as if i have just been paralyzed watching my organs pulled from my body
i need that! give it back

i napped and i feel so much better

i knew how much she meant to me but i would have never though anyone could do this to me

my little bear must come back to me

i was supposd to marry you

i was supposd to marry you, not be preparring to say goodbye....

this is gonna be the hardest thing i've had to do.

seeing you leave, is gonna be awful

i dont want do watch this

this is stupid

Love Bandit

shes the prettiest girl I've ever set eyes on, Ive loved her since i met her. her smile is gorgeous her eyes sparkle in the dark, there beautiful... you wont forget them, shes sweet, sarcastic, warm, the most compassionate loving girl. her hands are soft and warm there great to hold onto.

i drowned before as a kid, twice actually. its was horrible i can remember everything up until i blacked out. panic! i feel helpless, I'm drowning again. I'm so in love with her. we take care of each other, we love each other my heart is so happy when I'm with her. it stops there though and i think I'm happy with that. i think that's all i want right now.

Haha Haha Haha

You would so be laughing at me with me if you were here right now.
I miss you. you are a big jerk.

Marley and Me

i wish i could feel love like you but maybe thats why the greatest men are stone walls (unbreakable, unmovable, and stubborn) and the greatest women are feather pillows (soft, delicate, and easy to cuddle with).

I learned something tonight, i never saw things from her point of view, she never showed me them so im going and apologizing for the way i acted.

its almost 1 i just finished writing that letter, its really quite in hear... im simply unaware of what im feeling and have been. i've got this girl, but i cant say im dating her... im not i dont know what i am to her, we joke about having kids... all too familiar. weve been friends for years. when i look over at you i instanly smile. i know things about you that only someone crazy in love would know. i know that if i rub your back when your snoring it quiets you down so that i can sleep, and while your asleep your smiling, theres a dozen other things but those are my favorites.

i went 2 or 3 weeks with out having sex, and your a jerk but i miss you hope your doing well, i am, and i might be in love..........

Back in the Town

oh the excitement, oh the tales, Cabo was interesting... i had an awesome time but apart of me wouldn't have minded staying home and working, im greedy.... yet frivolous, i caught a Mako shark took some pictures and threw it back if sharks could bark i think theyd be friendlier.

i thought the thought of a crazy man today... it was horrible i dont even wanna say what it was... Trailer told me today that i need to get of steroids i let him know im not on any...

i kissed a married woman this weekend, mother of 2, we spoke about her leaving her husband we were drunk she was from somewhere that starts with an M.. Minnesota or Michigan some far off place.. i felt guilty in the morning

10 shots for 10$ nice! or...until your throwing up blood on a fishing boat... not so nice

i realised i dont like most of my friends i dont hang out with regularly, i guess there's a reason for that than. i didnt miss very many people to be honest i could name the ones i did, its not a very long list

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