Get Back here with my mind

Instead Braziers continued raining from the rooftop, im troubled this snake will not stop singing to me.
whats the plan of action?!
*plan of action, this calls for distraction,
so show em what you packin, lets un sheath the sheath'd
we in the jungle baby, surrounded by weed
*
He just droned on about the stration in the station and how i couldnt understand it was too complicated,
the silence suffocated us, but he shut up
FINALLY!

Work has been slow i havent been paying my bills, thats stressful... but what exactly can they do take away my Bo Jackson Action figures. my new phone that i needed so badly, i really needed it though.

on top of that i have develpoed feelings for someone i use to fuck that i will again fuck and im in a strange mood. the kinda strange that you miss your ex. i know shes fucking crazy but she has stopped drinking because she wants me in her life she even told me she'd be straight for me... i wish i knew how to exploit this power i have on the heart, i would abuse it, no lie

fish is the only person to tell me i fucked up
fish is the only person to agree with me that i fucked up

did i fuck up

so i never got to see my friends, part of me loved her more she was better to me she stopped me
things are never perfect in relationships maybe thats why jesus chose to be single
morals are a sham
most morals are a sham

im gonna go find a second job i dont care if its for minimum wage i will find one something enjoyable also im gonna take a beginers art class next semester im gonna put these characters and idea to pencil. you can go with me if you want i know your reading this

my mood today is terrible

maybe its the giving of thanks that overwellms me

maybe i need to hustle some money together i want out of this box and into another im moving i wont wait another month